Someone killed that little beast called hope in me. I found out how life can be perfect and how everything can be nice. Underneath that all betrayal was waiting. With words that she cannot get someone from her mind she left me. I gave myself second chance when she came to my life, that I can be better, that I can throw my dark-self away. It came unexpected so as that long forgotten darkness. Now it got me whole. I can't communicate with my friends anymore. Even my best friend is scared of me and she told me to seek professional help.